BHC Member: Demi

Have you ever had your heart broken?

As if I would ever let anyone in enough to hurt me. Anyone who even gets close to hurting me will pay--severely. Who the fuck do you think I am anyway? I'm no pushover. I'm no little punk. Cross me and prepare to pay up! That's all I have to say.


Have you ever broken someone's heart?

I don't know, I don't care. People only care about themselves anyway, but what about me? No one ever considers me and my feelings. It's always about them. Always about their wants and their needs--well I have wants and needs too you know! And it isn't always about making you fuckers happy! If I hurt you, too fucking bad, get over it.


Does it hurt?

It hurt when I didn't love myself. When I didn't fight to protect myself. It only hurt when I was worried about everyone else and was waiting for someone to worry about me. It hurt to think that no one would ever care about me. When you put all of your love into the world and you get nothing in return...that shit's enough to make you want to cry


How did you cope?

I decided to do me. Forget everyone else. Forget the whole world. If everyone's going to be involved with themselves and not spare any time for me than FUCKEM. I can take care of myself and I don't need anybody else. That's how I cope. Thinking about ME and only ME--number ONE!


What have you learned?

The only one who's ever gonna love me like I deserve and like I want is me. The only one who's ever gonna treat me right and give me the respect I deserve is me. I don't need to change, I don't need to do do do for others--especially when they're so ungrateful. All I need to do is take care of and stay true to myself.